Now I am back on the stress coaster. I have 15 days till the next exam but all my study time is going to be during holiday when I am visiting my son at Disney.... Crap!!! I hate how many hats I have to wear to live my life properly. Is it over yet?
Yeah, it takes them long enough but you would think that my husband would have already been clued in with the whole "failing Pharmacology" thing from last semester. I guess not..... I feel so stupid sometimes. There are people getting better grades than me that are doing terrible in real life situations. I ROCK in the hospital. I have not screwed up a single time but these kiddies in my group almost killed a patient the other day. Seriously messed up that they are making better grades on tests than me. ARGHHHRRR!!! it is so fucking wrong!!
I feel like I am dying. I have told my husband so many times this week how scared I am of next semester and he keeps ignoring me. And I still have 40 something drugs to learn for this next test. I need a pill or something.
One piece of hopefully encouraging history: when our younger cat Bale got really sick (caught it from our older cat who almost died before the missus and I began to appreciate how fast animal sicknesses can progress)...when they checked Bale's vitals...our vet suspected that he had a heart murmur too. Our vet is almost always spot on, so our spirits really sunk. They told us that our little guy had a couple of years to live at best.
We took him to a specialist to do the echocardiogram and the results contradicted that initial diagnosis. We did another echocardiogram a year later with the same specialist and nothing that may have eluded the first echocardiogram had developed more and so it was concluded that Bale was healthy as fuck. I'm looking over at him chowing kibble as I type this...
They are strong little fuckers, Slappy. Survivors. It's in their superior genes. No reason to give up hope yet.
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